A Tortured Lover, or Stories without Endings.

A falling first,
down,
farther now than before,
i felt .
foremost miserable when arriving,
than non (foremost) when leaving.
I could use a new.
a new one i guess (it would have to be).
Me, you, him, than leave.
Leaving is aways first, and last
it seems.
Ok, ok.
trust something (if you must)
then leave it to stay.
hopefully,
it will.
Stay that is.
I am tired of most things.
i am very tired of this thing.
I hope trial beats this
ERROR!
oh no not again.
New York,
South Dakota.
Lover broughta
cake o soda
oh blood non drivers...
lestening the slip.
What slip?
Four, and now again Five.
and now again (foremost)
oh foremost again.
I remember him breaking it clearly.
HELL!
utter
lee
utterly.
hell it was, now is, shouldn't
BE.
I will preview it later.
Confusted, confused, digested.
Home is mostly of all that prior to this.
Confusted...again.
I should finish it off.
away, and leave it.
School...Father was right.
you were right again.
I could use this against him again.
ahh there it is...AGAIN
again.
again.
no.

Hamilton College, or, how to take a whole car full of food and have noone really care.

Hamilton College in Clinton NEW YORK
was amazing. One of the finest crowds we have played for in the last month.
The hosts, and people were all so supportive and kind.
Much better than most,
much better than most indeed.
We got some photos.
They gave us a place to lay our heads,
and a full room of free (free) food.
so wonderful,
so kind,
so thankful.

All bany, Not AL bany

Ok ok i am tired.
long long drive here.
left monday morning.
drove.
ate (little)
drove more...
finally made it wed. afternoon.
the university is beauty filled here.
much much.
ate chinese food.
too much.
proportionally improportioned.
Last nights show...
ALbany New York.

I have a hard time saying Albany.
its allbany not albany.
they need to respell it.
reform it, remold it.
i am losing it.
I feel distant..

Home, Time and Time Again.

We made it back home, a beautifully exhausting drive from Boulder CO.
All through the night,
we made it back at 8:00 the next morning.
It's good to be home.
Court has decided to not come out the next couple of tours.
he needs to work, and actually make some money.
Solo for me,
Solo me,
alone, me again.
We leave again tomorrow morning (Emma and I) for New York
to start our small tour with Brett Dennen, then we will be headed back down the lower states.
Our last date with Mr. Dennen is in Nashville on the 14th.
from there we have two shows in
TEXAS
and then we head to
ARIZONA
after that we are going up the
CALIFORNIA
coast, i hear it is beautiful this time of year.
besides...


I've told you time and time again
I've told you time and time again
Talk with your mouth, speak with your hands
I've told you time and time again.

Bruised broken blood mouth full of earth
Bruised broken blood mouth full of earth
He cut you up he made you learn
Bruised broken blood mouth full of dirt.

sincere.
j.