You can speak what you believe, but every thought comes preconceived.

i had made such promises.
"I will write more".
But i have failed the seven people that with time on there hands
might take a glance of this sorry sorry system of blogification.
I am here again,
to spew a couple of thoughtless phrases onto my small laptop
and then send it into the erratic area of cyberness.

On a different note, the vinyl came in last night.
I am excited. I think.
I think that it will be ok.
I have been thinking about the master cleanse again.
THINK,
lemons,
cayenne pepper,
syrup (grade b).
and into the depths you will go.
I have thought alot about alot as of late.
but confusion takes the wheel.
I will get over those thoughts,
i always do.

"Mother, my companion, please remember what i said.
I know my words they might confuse you, floatin up inside youre head.
And though you paint your house bright blue, and i paint my house red.
there's always middle ground on which to stand."

-j

things are really going that way or "It's not you, It's me."

If a man were to die,
would he put himself on trial.
Throw is actions to the court room,
let them taint his pride?

I want to start on the next next record.
I think we are getting closer to ready.
But i suppose we must first release build me this,
before starting such a topic.

This pear has been sitting on my desk for two weeks now.
I just wanted to show a progression.
And what better progression,
than death?

j

And, To Feel Is to.....

I am early in the morning.
Risen from a night owl.
Sleep has brought sadness.
Wake another hour now.

Boulder, CO.
is where we are heading this next weekend.
there is a whole new lineup of amazing friends
that will be joining me on stage.
We are determined to create a musical empire.
I guess we shall see.

I am excited/nervous for the future.
Life is silly.
I can't quite get ahold of anything yet.
I have begun to write again.
Much really.
Much Much.
I enjoy the process,
the sadness,
and the way.

We will be playing at Lollapalooza as well.
the day after Boulder, CO.

and then back home for some weeks.
But starting August. 31 we will be out for a mighty wind.
A MIGHTY of a wind.
I can't wait to taste the road again.
To lose my inhibition,
To unleash my thoughts.
To avoid a hurting.
To destroy my fright.

Here we are, all together now.
ALL TOGETHER NOW!!!!

I AM NOT REAL,
FOR YOU I FEEL
FOR YOU I FEEL
WHEN THE MORNING COMES.

sinfully all of yours,
truly,

jfj

May 24, 2009

Was the last time i had put anything on here.
I often feel just, overwhelmed with....
i don't really know what.
"IT" is just overwhelming.
It being anything that consumes you i suppose.
so here is to today.
here is to yesterday.
and here is to tomorrow.
may it all come lightly.

Hurry and write down your feelings.
Hesitation means death.
Pickle all of your inklings,
bottle every last breath.
For your mind will betray,
and say your memory is false.
Underneath the sheets at Willamette Mountain.

Conjure up all of your demons,
Try and make peace with the pain.
To ignore and neglect'll
Make you bitter and stained.
You're a creature of Comfort,
and your body gives way,
to the spirits in Willamette Mountain.


I AM NOT REAL!
FOR YOU I FEEL!
FOR YOU I FEEL,
WHEN THE MORNING COMES!

-jfj

i wish i had more time to express.
blogging .... or this.
is very excitable for me.

i want to say, see so much.

but alas i probably won't.
i shall soon.
stick with me.
let me.
please.
you and me.
please.
j

Surgeon

Doctor oh Doctor,
please bring me my wine.
The nights to remember are getting harder to find.
and more words just serve confusion to each
corner of my mind.
Darling call me up when you get some time.

another note of obsure dysfuntction

i have given in to society (in a baaaaad way)
twitter.com/buffalojames

go figure it out now.

It takes a wind storm to get you to think about your mother. It takes a rain storm to stop you!

There has been so much that has happened/been seen since Grand Rapids, Michigan.
After our luxurious stay with good friends in the wild woods of michigan we were off.
Our minds full of hope/doubt.
But our wills stronger than before.
Having rejuvenated our spirits.
We took off for Minneapolis.
It was a very enjoyable show.
We have currently been touring with the wonderman "Rocco Deluca".
He surely is a treat to watch/behold.
After the show we started towards Madison, WI.
We were searching for a place to lay our tired heads.

The place we found was a well known american tourist attraction
known as the "Rest Stop".
We pulled off to the side of the road.
There are three of us.
We can't all fit (sleeping) in the van.
Evan and myself decided to venture off into the wild
to make a claim on land (sleeping wise).
We set up a very poorly manufactured tent about twenty yards from the snoaring semis that haunted my dreams that night.

No more than twenty minutes after we had crawled into our cave of dreams
did the rains/winds/devils start to approach us.
The wind whistled.
The rain whipped.
The devils cried.
We were frightened/excited/exhausted.
The poor tent bent in half under the weight of the elements.
Our hearts were full of thunder.
We were forced to hold the four walls up of the tent to keep it from breaking.
God was relentless in his demands.
"More wind" he moaned.
"More rain, give them more rain!"

I couldn't believe his relentless anger.
The rain wouldn't let up.
The wind got worse.
We heard thunder.
We felt lightning (everywhere).
There was a time when we thougth that the whole tent would blow away with us inside it.

For thirty minutes we battled with god for the piece of land that we had claimed that night.
He with his wind and rain.
Us with our minds and strength.

He was no match for us!

The wind began to die down, as did the rain.
We layed our heads down, and listened to the trickle of tears from heaven.
It was a magical night.
I couldn't ask for more anger/fury/experience than that.

We woke up next morning, the rain was still coming down.
There was water in the tent.
We were wet, but happy.
We were haggered, but strong.
We got in the van and headed for Madison.

"PSSHH, KRRKINK, SNAP, GRRRRR!!!"
The brakes in the van went out.
But it was sunday.
We could find no assistance
(have to get to the show)
excuse me mr. could you help us with...
(have to get to the show)
oh, this is not...
(have to get to the show)
...
we made it to the show.

it was a very very very enjoyable experience (it'was).
we packed the van up right after the show.
We had a very long drive ahead of us.

We headed to lincoln, NE that night (11pm was takeoff)
I decided to drive the whole way.
beware.
i am not the best night driver.
but i am determined.
I was off.
Oh god help me.
PLEASE!
i was exhausted upon arriving home.
It rained the entire trip.
What elements.
What luck.
What a life.

oh boy, i love it!

Grand Rapids is quite positively something special

We just drove 13 hours from Pittsfield, Mass to Grand Rapids, Michigan.
Quite the little journey in one day.
We are very happy to be here.
We are currently with some of our favorite people EVER!
It is amazing to see friends/family always.
I pray for love.
I hope for faith.
I scream for feeling.
I sing for salvation.
truly yours,
joshua fred.

Growing more and more i suppose

We are currently in Burlington, VT.
So so so so beautiful.
I really enjoy the northeast.
We have been blessed.
Truly!
we have been touring with Ani Difranco.
She is incredible.
Her band is incredible.
Her friends and crew are all incredible.
Her fans are incredible.
We are blessed.
Truly.
I hope none of us take for granted such opportunities.
Because they are grand.
They are beautiful.
This land is so enchanted/mystical/magical.
Its quite hard to put into words what is going through my head.
I want to swim naked in the lakes here.
I want to dance under moonlight.
I want to scream at the moon.
I want to forget who i am, what i've become, what i thought i was.
I want to remember all the times i have experienced in the past.
I want to hold close my lovers, my family, my friends.
I need to learn more.
I need to sing more.
I need to laugh more.
write more.
read more.
think more.
relate more.
love more.

talk less.

we are what we are until we DECIDE it to not be so.

Japan!

i am in japan,
never ever,
thought i would be here.
Especially playing music.
BUT ALAS!
i am .
grateful truly truly.
We play tonight,
tomorrow, the next day.
The time is so different here (obvious)
it is hard to get use to.
We get back april 1st and then off again to the road
April 9th, we will be out for one month.
I hope love is abundant.
j

Treachery, spelling wrong, picture of ashley

we are back out on the road.
weather is so much more liveable in March than it was in January/February.
I love this time of year.
We played centennial and denver colorado the last two nights.
They were both very very memorable and appreciated shows.
We are in Lincoln NEbraska right now,
seeing my parents.
Off to Lawrence, KS in about two and a half hours.
Our routing is taking us to canada which we are very excited about.
Our last show on this little tour is Cleveland Ohio,
then we have a 25.5 hour drive to SLC which is where we fly to Japan from.
We have a total of 1.5 days to make it there.
Not the most excited about it.
Will do it though.
Have to.
Will.
Traveling is beautiful.
Loving is more.
you and yours,
missing,
joshua and brothers.

Sing Songs EP leaving

So i might or might not have mentioned the fact that the full length record is done.
We are busy getting ready for its release.
In the mean time we have assembled a five song EP with songs that didn't make the record.
This EP is available at shows and on mailorder only.
Meaning,
it will not be on itunes, napster, emusic, etc.

the song listing includes:

crooked arrow
farmer from the west
baby boy
ribbon bows
water run

You can buy it at:
joshuajames.bigcartel.com
or at a show.

we are going to be out touring much of march and april.
we are happy to be out, to be alive at all really.
love,

Time has Come, bring me the papers.

We have been out on "tour"
now for only a couple of days.
It is not the full band this time.
Economic struggle (inside our reach)
and we had to downsize for the said tour.
It is I (joshua) and Nate (piano man)
we are opening for Lydia.
It has been quite enjoyable up until this point.
We are now resting in the graces of my nebraskan parents.
Very hopsitable.
We don't get internet/connection often.
We are excited to keep playing/relating/singing.

We will finish with our friends out hear on the 27th of Feb.
and then back home for awhile.
starting the 14th, we will be back out on the road.
Check website for dates.
Also we have a "live purchased only" EP that we are releasing.
Meaning it will not be on itunes.
the only way to get it is to come to a show or
order it at joshuajames.bigcartel.com
It has 5 songs that were not included on the full length LP that is
due out in June.
I am, we are happy about it.
If anyone reads this.
thank you,
thank you for
kindness
honesty
respect
support
love
friendship
devotion
truth
and for anyone with their own thoughts and or position on anything at all.
we are happy for now.
be with you.
j

A Passing of Time. A Passing of Touch. A Return to the Road.

I apologize for:

not entering any stories, information and or thoughts for awhile.
I am trying my hardest to REPENT.

alot has happened as of lately.
some of them include:

- the finishing of the next record
- the finishing of an ep (after the record)
- building of the largest snowman in my neighborhood
- a beautiful tour along the west coast and into Arizona.
- many other things that are currently slipping my mind right now.

As for the last tour that we went on i will try and give a quick detailed message.

Logan, UT:
We arrived at the venue and found out that the capacity was 49.
The club fit in well over 100.
The fire marshall showed up and removed all but that capacity of 49.
The venue refused to refund money to those that were forced out.
We decided to play some songs on the street for them.
We also decided to play two different sets, so that those that had to leave could come back at a later time and hear some songs that we sing.
It was alltogether a great night.

Los Angeles, CA:
We played at the hotel cafe which is always great.
We made many mistakes.
We saw Masao from Japan
We were able to see very many good friends.
We met with Capitol Records.
We saw Joe vomit for 10 minutes in Richards bathroom.

Hermosa Beach, CA:
We played to a louder club this night.
We hung with Lex Land and her friend.
Lexes friend hydroplaned and almost killed us by driving into the median on the highway going 75 miles an hour.

San Diego, CA:
We opened for Greg Laswell
The club sold out.
We played well i believe.
We met many good friends that night.
Evan drank too much.
We danced in the rain.
We slept partially uncomfortable (because of the wet clothing)

Tucson, AZ
We climbed a mountain
Evan took pictures on the mountain.
We screamed from the Mountain.
Kissle mooned us from the mountain.
We played to a full club.
We slept in the van (uncomfortable)

Phoenix, AZ
we played to an AMAZING sitting down group of kind people.
we made mistakes.
We drove through the night to make it home.
Nate and Kissle drove through the night to make it home.
The snow was insane.
We were insane.

-we made it home safely.

we are home now.
promise to blog again soon.

The new record is due out in JUNE 2009.
be kind.

This, You Can Build.

Build Me This....

Rot if there is rot,
or should i say....
if the roots are rotting.
For it seems the tree is dying.
You should tear the whole thing from the ground and rebuild.
Atleast that's what my father always taught me.
But this...
this still contains rot.
Lots and lots of rotting.
Build Me This.

We are mixing/finishing the next record this coming weekend.
I am excited/nervous/anticipatory.
But it seems no matter ow much we work on it there will always be
mistakes/and lots and lots of rot.
But i suppose perfection is not that at all.
Beauty is found in the mistakes (often).
pictures.

Guitar Player Wanted!!!

We (The band and I)
are looking for a:

guitar/pedal steel playing (that could maybe play a bit of piano) fiend.
that is willing to play/tour/practice/be happy.

We can offer friendship/warm goods/etc.

Please contact me if interested either write a message to me,
or send email to:
northplatterecords@gmail.com

loves,
forever,
and ever.
j.

Put this away.

In Los Angeles, CA.
got here yesterday, hope to record some songs while out here.
we have (up until this point) recorded 21 songs for the next record.
we are doing five more tomorrow.
it is or should i say,
it can be such a stressful thing.
preparing,
trying,
singing,
et cetera.
I hope it comes out beautiful.
(or thought of as the latter)
I am thinking of you all.
hoping,
again.
yours,
joshua

Rebirth, a Baptism of thoughts, of heart, of soul, of you, of i.

Putting down this tonight,
for you, for all of us (you)
We love,
we hate,
we need,
we want.
But all of this is without sacrifice.
We will make a sacrifice (whether of heart or soul)
Create meaning (with our sacrificial slay)
If this comes off as:
a) meaningless
b) fruitless
and/or
c) hopeless
i apologize...
to you (again) i apologize
For all of this (life, living, meaning, hope, death, fate)
is in our thoughts (you)
I hope that i am able to make sense of this tomorrow morning.
There are times/occurences/experiences
that lead me to this
They all lead me to this
the same sad/silly/hopeless/and often romantic
LOVE/SONG/LIFE (i suppose)

Please consider that in all of it (us, you, and i)
we are made to feel/listen/open/digest.
I am not out of mind (and or body/otherwise)
I am this.
I am this.
FOR THIS

I AM!!

with all the gratitudes/hopes that experience (living)
will allow.
yours,
truly
truly,
forever.
joshua

Failing is what....FLAILING!

I didn't log in here to talk of my failing the lemonade diet.
I will try again (soon) but to say the least i have failed.

I got on to mention that:
the crash this train/the garden single will be available to
listen and to buy on itunes starting sept. 23rd.
Which i am very excited about.
We have been working very hard for the next record,
and have around 30 songs that we have recorded for it.
Now the widdling down process begins,
to decide which songs make it and which songs get cut.
I hope that we make the right call.
I need to blog more,
it makes me feel better,
(for some reason)
i with this always
TO YOU ALL MY LOVE!
I love every one of you.
ALL WAYS!
j..

The Master Cleanse or, More Lemonade Please

well,
i understand and know that this is not part of my tour journal.
But nonetheless part of my existence/life/love/etc.
I have recently (after some extensive study/reading)
decided to embark on a journey of internal cleansing.
Such a journey that has been aforementioned "The Master Cleanse"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Master_Cleanse
I will for 12 days eat/drink nothing more than
Fresh squeezed lemonade with Cayenne Pepper and Real Maple Syrup added.
The benefits (so i hear) are to cleanse your body from toxins.
I know this might sound like a scandal, but i believe it.
I have decided to make a journal of each day through the cleanse,
to non only document my madness, but to have a journal of it afterward as well.
I am excited/nervous.
Today is the first day.
I have no hunger this morning.
But will drink my first glass of lemonade in about a half an hour.
Domination will occur over the next 12 days and i hope to feel better
from the inside out.
Tour has taken it out of me.
But alas i am happy to have arrived home, safe.
with love and always.
until tomorrow,
joshua

No Pardon Granted

I am home for now,
I have found a new sound of future,
I can't be/we can't be what we have been,
but rather,
be what we will be, in the present.

I want to forget,
so much,
I want to forgive,
my so much.

This won't ever end,
this won't ever ever stop.
not till death.

j.

Starting on a new leg, a broken bow, a crooked arrow, you and i?

SO much as happened, i would be lying if i were to even try and deceive you all
with saying that this short post will mention half of the amazing and yet
often depressing things that have happened to us recently.
Our leg with Will Dailey and his amazing group of bandits is over.
We are very very sad,
we love them so.
We are now with Corey Chisel and his wandering sons.
It is quite delightful.
This Tuesday will be our 6 week mark on the road,
and our bones, and bodies have grown quite tired to say the least.
But we venture on with heart,
with soul,
with anger,
with vengance,
The shows have recently been quite amazing.
We saw Chris Rock in Chicago.
We are currently in Ann Arbor,
we are enamored with the Nutkins Family (Grand Rapids, MI)
Kindness still prevails in the heart of man (so we hope)

To Death (I'm Dying)
To Love (I'm Trying)
To God (I'm Lying again)
and
To my Ma (I've failed you)
To my Pa (It's blamed you)
To God (I have shamed you again)

this and all of this is a test,
of beauty and or malace.
i pray.
forever yours,
joshua

A Tavern At Hand, A Sword Left Stand.

So much has happened, i don't have any idea of where to start.
I could maybe start out by explaining that my body has
become not only a tad thinner, but that it has become a nezzling (word?)
place for grass critters (i.e. mosquitos, beatles, flies, etc.)
I hope that it ends soon.
We were awoken today by the blistering sun with a view of the beautiful tress
in upstate New York.
We visited Niagara Falls (beautiful)
we opened up for Blood, Sweat, and Tears (8500 people)
We are Blessed.
speak it.
I will post pictures that maybe could explain more than my voice.
I am happy (for now)
but have not been (for future/past)
How can this become something glorious?
i hope,
and always will.
We are now in Boston,
The red sox won today.
be safe,
wherever you all might be,
because for me,
and for mine,
we are on the verge,
on the verge of a new civilization,
to find,
to hold,
to conquer,
to leave,
to live,
and to never look back,
for now is our time,
and now is all the time we have.
forever,
joshua

A Canon Of Fire or Fury

Make it one more time for me my sweet.
We are now in Charlotte North Carolina,
and happy as worms.
On our way here (two days past) we stopped on an exit
marked:
"saluda"
we drove down this mountain side and found a small trail that led
to one of the most beautiful waterfalls on this side of the planet.
We bathed with the suits that the good lord has bestowed on all of us.
in other words stark...
stark and beautiful.
We loved it so so much.
we made it to Charlotte and had an amazingly beautiful crowd.
We love it so much.
We are heading to Washington D.C. tomorrow.
with love i will live.
with hate i will not.
a charming thing is this.
that with freedom we are taught.

completely yours and this is mine.
joshua

The Mistress of the Sea

The Road, into all of this is a terribly abusive and beautiful thing.
I wish it upon noone/everone.
But alas we are here,
and yet again it is the same time that it has always been.
NOW.
Love is here with us all.
We have had some very very goodexperiences out here.
I love it all.
We have been out on the road with someamazing individuals.
Will Dailey is a phenomenal person and musician.
We love being out with him.
We recently were in Charleston SC,
As we pulled in we noticed the rain clouds boiling up above us.
We had plans to make it to the ocean that day,
and so we went.
We made it to the shoreline just as the winds from the east were blowing.
The sands upon the beach were blowing and whipping our faces.
The waters were angry, the gods of fury.
We ran into the ocean, just like out of a novel.
The water consumed us, all of us.
We danced with the devil,
with the mistress of the sea.
We found ourselves consuming the storm.
The waves were high, and as the clouds layed into us, we found God.
We found our spirituality, there in the wild woods of South Carolina.
Again i repeat,
I pray this on noone/everyone.
Believe in all of this.
For this is ours.

joshua

Make A Residency, Leave a Letter.

There has been so much that has happens in the last little while,
i hope that i am able to remember it all.
We camped last night on the beaches of Florida.
It was beautiful,
you are beautiful.
We went to this great Bar to get some seafood.
Little did we know that there was karaoke going on.
We all sang,
for a good four hours.
It was so beautiful.
Then Trevor, Kissle, and I.
decided to jump the high bridge into the ocean.
We went to bridges end, and decided that it was crazy.
but i halted.
I explained that there is one chance.
always one.
and we were there.
i climbed over the bridge and lept into the water.
Kissle and Trevor followed my lead.
The waves were huge and we could barely see the docks edge.
We made it to the rusted ladder that would help us to safety and
it was absolutely covered in barnacles.
We weasled our way past them and made it to dry ground.
When returning back into the bar, the owner explained that
there is a resident bull shark and that it was a very dangerous area.
Incredible.
We Love It All!
There is such a beauty in wonder.
I know it,
you know it.
such a beauty.
We are here in Tampa FL tonight.
the heat is minimal.
PRAISE
for that.
I will post pictures soon.
believe in something.
just,
make sure it is sincere.
ALWAYS

Boulevard to Broken and Back again

Dear Darling,

we are now in Orlando Florida, playing "The Social" tonight.
we have had a heck of a couple of days.
We played in Nashville the night before last to a
beautifully respectful and cheerful crowd.
It was (unfortunately) the last night that we will be playing with
Justin Townes Earle.
*beautiful*
The night before that we played in Atlanta, GA.
We had found a Home Depot 2.1 miles from the venue that
we needed to go to, to purchase something.
And being the fit men that we are we(trevor, kissle, and i)
decided to walk there. We headed down a street known as
"The Boulevard"
As we were walking we noticed many people staring at us.
almost saying with there eyes "what the hell are you doing here"
We were not startled, nor frightened, we gathererd our savvy,
and ventured on. We passed through what appeared to be a bit more
"rundown" part of the city, and received very amplified concerning looks.
We went a bit past the street that we were supposed to turn on,
and started heading back trying to find home depot,
two kind people at the bus stop warned us to not go down the street we had
just come up, lest we get robbed and or killed.
The man that warned us pulled out a large knife from his pocket and mentioned
that
"this is what i carry in case they start tryin sometin"
we took the mans advice and went through a different street.
We made it to home depot with no problems.
They did not have what we were looking for, and
we walked back to the venue,
it was all around about a 5 mile endeavour.

The walk had gotten Kissle worked up, and sweaty.
He decided to bath in the creek that was a block away from the venue,
after him bathing in it, we found out that it was the overflow
sewage drain.
That's that.

We sound checked and then grabbed our baseball mits.
we weren't really thinking about where we were playing, but it was right next to
a very very busy intersection.
Kissle missed the baseball and it smashed right into the side
of this mans truck.
he wasn't happy.
its been eventful.
we are busy.
happy,
lovin,
livin.
i hope it is well with all.
You all.
Us All.
Them All.
j. and brothers.

There is a robber in our midst.

Memphis,
i can't remember if we mentioned the miraculous events in Memphis,
but allow us to toot our horn a bit.
Nate (keys) swam across a large canal of the mississippi on a 25 bet.
we ate amazing food,
and played/recorded at the infamous Sun Studios.
sweet love.


Birmingham Alabama (today)

What a beautiful beautiful place.
we were robbed.
today.
it was a terrible terrible thing.
we stepped inside of walmart to buy a lock.
Someone smashed the van window,
stole laptops,gps,cameras,etc.
and we are now with low spirits.
bless us.
bless us all.

joshua and brothers.

You Make It Look Much Easier

We played in Houston, TX two nights ago, it was an amazing experience.
It was a humble crowd, but we were very happy to be there.
After the show we left around 1:00 A.M. to make the drive to atleast
Baton Rouge so that we didn't have such a long drive in the morning.
We made it to BR at about five A.M. and slept till 8 A.M. the next morning,
we had an early radio show in Memphis and had to leave.

We reached the Memphis town, and walked around down town.
We that night had the privelege to do a live (and recorded) set
at the famous Sun Studios, where Johnny Cash, Carl Perkins, Elvis,
and many many other early rock and roll artists found there "sound".
It was an amazing experience, and we felt very very honored that we
were able to do it.

The road is beautiful,
the country large.
our minds open (we hope)

Colors are the windows to our....

you and i darling.
until soon (we hope)

joshua and brothers.

A Room, A Reason, A Time To Forget About It All

Austin Texas is a beautiful place.
It was such a great time, and show.
We were fortunate enough to have a friend
help us out on a hotel room.
It was the first time that we were able to legitamitlly (spelling?)
bath ourselves.
AMAZING NIGHT!

We swam, sang, and loved it all.
Trouble hasn't been finding us,
not now,
not like this.
here are some photos,
you are all beautiful.

To The Vagabond in Vampire Dresses

Only four days in and it has been an amazing experience.
Thanks to the glorious,
beautatimous,
organimicao emerald which is tour.

After St. George we headed to Las Vegas where we were able to stay with my (joshua)'s family. It was so amazing, we swam, and were able to spend some time with my family.

Friday morning we started heading towards the lone star state's
first stop for us (Dallas). We made it to a small town in New Mexico called
"Gallup"
Spirits were high, but bellies hungry.
We set up our sleeping bags in the desert near some train tracks,
and began to prepare tuna fish sandwiches.
The Tuna came and went, but bellies still hungry.

We saw rabbits, we saw rocks.
We hunted rabbits.
But failed miserably.
No luck,
No Rabbit,
No Belly Full.

We left early the next morning, we made it to about four hours outside of Dallas were we found a very comfortable piece of land where we were able to set up our tent.
About 45 min. after arriving we were approached by a mid 50's what appeared to be rancher. He explained that he owned the land and had no problems with us staying there as long as we understood that there were rattlesnakes the size of his arms.
This to us was no surprise.
We are anything but novices what it comes the land of predator and prey.
We explained to the man that we would be just fine, and that if in the case that he found us lying dead on his land to burn the van and our bodies,
for our mothers sake.
The next morning a stray dog fell in love with us all.

We were off the next morning early,
we stopped off at a 7 eleven to fill up on gas,
There was a hose on the side of the gas station,
and it had been awhile since we had bathed ourselves.
So we stripped down, and soaked our sun bleached bodies,
with the beauty which is water.

We played the show in Dallas for a humble crowd of 25-30.
They were kinder than we could have asked for.
The show lasted late and we weren't back on the road until 2:00 am.
At which time we headed towards Austin. We made it about and hour outside
of Dallas until we pulled off at a rest stop, at which we pulled out our sleeping bags,
and fell asleep to the sound of racing highways and barking birds.
The morning has come, and we are fortunate enough to still be alive,
and well, and rested, and happy, and
always, always, always.
yours

joshua (and brothers)

A Beatiful Start to a Beautiful Life (Day One)

Tour,
yet again,
the wild,
the untamed.
the Dirty.
the unashamed.

Again, we (we being six)
have ventured to the great
river that is unforgiving (the road)
bold, and beautiful
lush, and true.

We (we being six)
left on a the beautiful morning of
June 10th,
love in our hearts,
song on our breath.
45 minutes into the drive..
we....

ran out of gas..
incredibly humiliating,
Kissel (drummer boy) and myself hitched into the nearest
town to purchase some gasoline.
we hitched back,
put in the gasoline,
and we were on our way.

the first show of the tour was on a beautiful St. Georgian Farm
called Staheli Farm.
The crowd/people was absolutely phenomenal.
We are in love,
in love.
in love.

with the idea of freedom.
trueness, and love.

After the show we were fortunate enough to
receive the gift of sleep/salvation from a friend.
We were able to play ping pong a bit, and relax our minds.

We don't sound like anyone (we hope)
But if we do, we pray that they are sincere.

j. (and brothers)

TOUR and a place to lay our heads (again)

We (six of us) are headed out to the east coast, mid west, west coast, south land, etc. to share songs across the country we are in desperate need of places to stay while on the great highway for we will have no money for hotels and such things, if there are any kind folks out there with whom we could lay our heads it would be overly appreciated.
We will be playing in the following cities:

6/14 Dallas, TX (The Loft)
6/15 Austin, TX (Stubb's)
6/16 Houston, TX (Warehouse Live)
6/18 Memphis, TN (Hi Tone Cafe)
6/19 Birmingham, AL (Workplay Theatre)
6/20 Knoxville, TN (World Grotto)
6/21 Atlanta, GA (Smith's Olde Bar)
6/22 Nashville, TN (3rd and Lindsley)
6/24 Orlando, FL (The Social)
6/25 Miami, FL (Studio A)
6/26 Tampa, FL (Orpheum)
6/27 Jacksonville, FL (Jack Rabbits)
6/28 Athens, GA (Melting Point)
6/30 Charleston, SC (Village Tavern)
7/1 Chapel Hill, NC (Local 506)
7/2 Asheville, NC (Grey Eagle)
7/3 Charlotte, NC (Evening Muse)
7/6 Arlington, VA (IOTA)
7/7 Baltimore, MD (8x10)
7/8 Philadelphia, PA (World Cafe Live)
7/9 Poughkeepsie, NY (The Loft)
7/10 Hartford, CT (Webster Underground)
7/11 Buffalo, NY (Canal Concert Series)
7/12 Albany, NY (Valentines)
7/13 Allston, MA (Great Scott)
7/14 New York City, NY (Cutting Room)
7/16 Grand Rapids, MI (The Intersection)
7/17 Pittsburgh, PA (Club Cafe)
7/18 Indianapolis, IN (Radio Radio)
7/19 Chicago, IL (Beat Kitchen)
7/20 Ann Arbor, MI (The Ark)
7/22 Milwaukee, WI (Shank Hall)
7/23 Minneapolis, MN (Varsity)
7/24 Omaha, NE (Waiting Room)
7/25 Kansas City, MS (The Record Bar)

7/26 through 8/14

will include dates in Colorado, Utah, Washington, Oregon, California, Arizona, New Mexico, so keep your eyes and minds open.
(please)

If you could reach a helping hand in any of the stated dates it would help out very much, please just send me a message so that we might be able to make plans accordingly.


love,
sincere,

joshua (and five willing friends)

Trust Me, You Don't Want In On This!

Long time since last i wrote anything.
Well.. be as it may.
I am here now (either in spirit or non)
and collectively being here
is..
well an accomplishment (the least amount of words POSSIBLE)
Very excited for May.
We will be opening some shows for
the grammy winners
Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova.

The lord only knows how these things happen.
Nebraska boy vs. a grammy winner.
well....
i will play it with my might..and all of it.

June and July are coming up very soon here.
and we will be playing in most every state in this Northern Hemisphere
or mostly just in the U.S.of A.
traveling is such a release.
sharing and working even more so.
we will be doing the shows as a fully band
5 of us.
There is no new record yet.
well there is, but it will not be out by this tour.
But there will def. be some songs played from the new record.
(horses held)
i hope love is prosperous for all of us on this beautiful day
of APRIL.
honest to goodness.
life is bliss.

j.

Call Me A Liar, Call Me, oh Call Me.

I have been.
well.
gone,
or just haven't written.
Hard to say.
Here i am though.
Great news, great good news.
We will be leaving on tour for a good long
TWO MONTHS!!!
starting June 3rd,
starting in Portland, Oregon.
and hitting almost every major
city in the united states of america.
Very excited about it all.
very oh very.
I get confused so often though.
Plant your feet to the ground isn't what i say, but do.
quite phenomenal the feeling.

I recently played two shows in Provo, UT (A lonely night)
at VELOUR live music gallery.
Some of my most favorite shows that i have ever played were those.
If there is anyone reading this that went to support, thank you.
THank you, THank you, THank you.
honest to goodness ...and now a quote.
for old times sake...

"You try and take what they have stolen,
or try and break what can't be broken,
you can speak what you believe,
but every thought comes preconceived,
We try and wash our hand from this
clear our conscience and dismiss,
pretend these problems don't exist,
we're taking aspirin for a broken wrist"

love you all.
forever and ever.
till death i suppose
j.

Wilted Daisies in Winter, or That is a bad break

Ok.

Wilted Daisies Then.

Pretty pretty wilted daisies
All in a row.
On top of Mt. Vernon
In the dirty snow.
Where the shadows sing of sunshine
Like a dying crow
Pretty pretty wilted daisies
All in a row.

j.

A Portable Telephone in one Hand, and...

Seems to me things are all coming at once.
But they have always i suppose.
or is this...me supposing.

fair.

fair it is.

I can't help but be upset.
mad.
or dilusioned.
it doesn't matter how i spell it anyways.
i am trying to connect.
to..
relate.
somehow.
anyhow/way.
please!
this.
this.
this is me screaming.
digitally to you, through you.
because only
"THROUGH"
you am i am able to relate.
so please!!!
here me!
this is me relating.
for the love of all that we might hold.
dear.
true.
holy.
reliige.
fake.
false.
phoney.
phenomenal.
or else none of the above.
may it hold it to our
dying..soul/hearts.
AMEN.

j.

Love in time of Winter, or welcome to the machine

A wise man once wrote:
Love is the essence of feeling without knowing which is the answer.


Let us hope that a wise man wasn't wrong.
that a wise man was true.
uncrueling.
unveiling.
but at the same time...
spontaneous.

I am very excited to be playing in Provo, UT soon.
March 14th.
There will be tickets sold at Velour until the day of the show.

I am so happy to be.
to be.
that is all there is.
being.
and not being.
so BE
BE.


j.

Lincoln, or welcome to the other side of the world

Lincoln,

it is now Friday afternoon, i was blessed enough to be able to
play some of my songs for a group of beautiful/wonderful/thoughtful
individuals last night at knickerbockers, there was a very good amount of
people inside that stuffy room.
I for one am:
thankful
sincerely thankful
for it all. Off to Boulder tomorrow morning.
oh boy.
i saw this on youtube, and i cant tell you
the levels of depth that have gone into it
i hope that you all enjoy the video entitled:
"Sexiest Men"

i can see why i have not made the list.
look at these guys.

love love love dove.
j.

Thoughts on an Era, From Sad to Angry, to love and beyond.

“Had he and I but met
By some old ancient inn,
We should have sat us down to wet
Right many a nipperkin!

“But ranged as infantry,
And staring face to face,
I shot at him as he at me,
And killed him in his place.

“I shot him dead because—
Because he was my foe,
Just so: my foe of course he was;
That’s clear enough; although

“He thought he’d ’list, perhaps,
Off-hand like—just as I—
Was out of work—had sold his traps—
No other reason why.

“Yes; quaint and curious war is!
You shoot a fellow down
You’d treat, if met where any bar is,
Or help to half-a-crown.”

- Thomas Hardy


I will be in Lincoln, NE on Thursday playing at Knickerbockers w. Matt Nathanson
beauty.
and ..
i will be in Boulder, CO on Saturday playint at Fox Theatre w. Matt Nathanson

i love to not loathe.
you and i
together.
for we..
almost ever.
j.

i am sincerely concerned

Well.
i have been working,
working hard.
hard at work am i.
trying to get these songs ready for the mixing phase.
This will take much much more much time
than i had previously anticipated.
Home recording sounds good though.
i am excited to show you all.
To have you hear me from inside out.
through song,
(and dance) if you wish.
I just recorded on my laptop a song
from and artist that i grew up with
the modest mouse.
this song is called:
"custom concern"
i love it all.
couldn't you help it?
j.

Bitter, Boil, Blister, Soil.

ok,
finally,
out.
in or around.
forlorning.
okokok.stop.
phew.


tough this time, create what i need to.
i want to share it with you.
ALL.
all of it.
so i will write down a song,
no wait,
not a song.
i will write down a phrase.
no more songs, no more songs.
Write down a phrase and i am magically alone.
or home,
or alone.
I am still a tourist i feel.
Still?
yep.
yes sir.
I want to leave it anyways often.
But find myself oddly attracted to staying.
oh oh oh oh.
ok here is a picture of it.

j.

More Los Angles.

We finished up the two days in Sunset Sound
located here in Los Angeles California.
I am extremely happy with how alot of
the material turned out.

We were able to record 12 songs.
all completely live tracked
and they have a very good feel to them.
Excited to have you all hear them.

As for me...well..
i just finished editing a little bit of
footage from this last years tour.
If you have been a follower of the Buffalo James
blog from the beginning you will recall the Woods Pool incident.
i think it was the 2nd or 3rd entry ever on the blog.
About how we snuck into the pool.
Anyways if you have not read it.
YOU SHOULD! especially before you watch the VIDEO!
yes indeed we finally got the video up and running you can
watch it here:

City of Angles, or Try and Try forget the Honesty.

In Los Angeles now. Working hard for some decent recordings.
We have already tracked around 10 songs including:

-Mother Mary
-Black July
-Lawn Full of Marigolds
-Winter Storm
-Farmer From the West
-Crash This Train
-Daniel
-Ribbon Bows
-The Garden
-A Boy, A Father, and a Gun

and we will be tracking on Monday and Tuesday at Sunset Sound, very very excited...some songs that we are going to Hopefully track are:

-Annabelle
-Jesus Train
-Lorraine
-Lisa
-In The Middle
-Salt Water
-Restitution
-Your Story's Told
-When The Floods Come
-Baby Boy

We will have more songs to choose from for this record. Very excited, any suggestions are always very very important. City of Angles or City of Angels?

Singing.
J.

Lisa

Lisa

Lisa was sleepin, the night that i left.
I headed to Kansas, not a word on my breath.
Found an old friend on the corner
And a girl in my bed.

So I took off her clothes, and laid her down slow
Heard an old love song, on the radio.
I never felt worse than i felt,
Then when i heard the door close.

Someone tell Lisa, where i was found.
That the water in the winter ain't as cold as it sounds.
Tell her i never did change,
Just like the way she had explained.
Someone tell Lisa it's better this way.
There'll be blue skies, bright sunshine,
No grey clouds to blame.
Tell her i missed her the most.
When it's rainin this way.

So i walked to the bridge about a quarter to ten
Put my feet on the rails and my face to the wind
Thought of your smile in Chicago
Wen you spilt your wine on your dress.

Someone tell Lisa, where i was found.
That the water in the winter ain't as cold as it sounds.
Tell her i never did change,
Just like the way she had explained.
Someone tell Lisa it's better this way.
There'll be blue skies, bright sunshine,
No grey clouds to blame.
Tell her i missed her the most.
When it's rainin this way.

j.

It should be funny that we are getting older but....

This years greatest gifts/moments/etc.

-Running Naked on Virginia Beach with good friends
-Renovating a house built in 1910
-Touring with Brett Dennen
-Touring with David Gray
-Touring with Erin Mckeown
-Releasing Fields & Floods
-Playing with my nieces and nephews on Thanksgiving
-Skateboarding with Colby
-Seeing Justin at Grandparents house
-Seeing Court almost beat up by a wandering drunk.
-Meeting so many amazing people across the continent.
-Recording my Mothers Christmas cd.
-Watching the last episode of season three of the office.
-Putting Christmas lights on our house.
-Loving.
-Living

Favorite records during 2007:

1. Red House Painters - Songs For A Blue Guitar
2. Band of Annuals - Let Me Live
3. Sufjan Stevens - Christmas
4. Margot and the Nuclear So and So's - The Dust Of Retreat
5. Brett Dennen - So Much More
6. Modest Mouse - The Moon and Antartica
7. Two Gallants - Two Gallants
8. Mark Kozelek - Little Drummer Boy (Live)
9. Lex Land - Orange Days on Lemon Street
10. Kings of Leon - Because Of The Times
11. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Howl
12. Elliott Smith - New Moon
13. Iron and Wine/Calexico - In The Reins
14. Rufus Wainwright - Release The Stars
15. John Prine - Fair & Square
16. Jose Gonzalez - In Our Nature
17. Leonard Cohen - Best
18. The Magic Numbers - The Magic Numbers
19. My Morning Jacket - Z
20. Over The Rhine - Trumpet Child


Most Disappointing Record in 2007

1. Rilo Kiley - Under The Black Light


The Most Amazing Hummus Recipe Ever:


1 1/2 cups cooked or canned chick-peas, drained and
rinsed
3 cloves roasted garlic (see note)
1 chipotle pepper, canned in adobo (see note 2)
1 teaspoon ground cumin
2 teaspoons honey
2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
2 tablespoons tahini
1/4 c olive oil
1 1/2 tablespoons coarsely chopped flat-leaf parsley
Kosher salt and freshly ground pepper

Place the chick-peas, chipotle, cumin, honey, lemon
juice, and tahini in processor and process until
smooth. With the motor running, slowly add the oil
until emulsified. Add the parsley and season with
salt and pepper. May be erated for 1 day; serve at
room temperature. Make about 1 1/2 cups. (Megan
usually doubles the recipe).

Notes:
1. To oven-roast a head of garlic, first cut off the
top. Rub the garlic with olive oil and sprinkle with
salt and pepper, wrap it in foil, and place it on a
baking sheet. Roast at 300 degrees F until soft,
about 45 minutes.
2. Canned chipotle peppers in adobo and ancho chile
powder are available at Hispanic or gourmet markets.

Then use pitas grilled and salted with kosher salt.


Happy Holidays

Keep your love livid.
Life can be so pretty.

j.

Happy Xmas (War is Over!)

War is over,
whether you want it to be or not is entirely up to you.
But it is over.
in our minds
our thoughts
and our deeds
And all of those things are ...
once again up to us.
Stop
hatred
greed
lust
and
Start
love
truth
sharing.
We are all in it together.

Well...
recently i released a Holiday Ep called Fields & Floods
i recorded the record at my home last winter, and did 10 songs.
well only 7 of them made it to the record.
One of them that did not is a song written by the late John Lennon
called Happy Xmas (War Is Over). I sung it with my lover Emma.
it is fun, and free at the following site:
joshuajames.tv/warisover.html
download.
live
love
life.

Happy Holidays!

Trouble is as trouble does, or, Bend that like a 40

Postitively truely Inspiring

So last night was the last night of the David Gray tour,
I would be fibbing if i were to say that i wasn't a bit down about the whole situation.
But i will get along.
It has been such an honor/privelege/dream to be able to go out and
play for is adoring fans. Such people, such kind thoughtful people.
After the show last night there was a "aftershow party"
I was able to meet the famous "Tiffany" and her husband.
Funny, seeing as how just weeks before this tour i purchased here
cassette tape from the 80's at a five and dime.

Briliantly yours tumbling.
I can't but decide to keep on.
I loved it as much as anyone.
BUT>>>
you aren't the same as you were.
Changing isn't part of your verb.
So i took it down,
drowned it out,
let it bleed,
Hid the sound.
And the day it came
that trouble found
its way back in
to my soft ground.
I couldn't stop
not if i tried
to blackened lungs
and suicide.

father!

Nervous? Well people should keep moving.

Los Angeles California.
Wow, what a crowd,
what people.
I had such an amazing time playing for
the city of angels here.
in the beautiful country of california.
So happy, so thrilling.
I can't believe,
i try to but can't
the fact that people can be so unexpectedly
kind,
true,
sincere,
such a wonderful time to be alive.
Crying might be the only option on a night like that.
One more show with the wonderful Mr. Gray and its over.
Sad,
True but sad.
One more night.
j.

Mouth, or bigger than a bubble.

I didn't mean to say that i disliked New York,
There were definitely alot of kind, thoughtful, sincere people
that i was able to meet/greet/share with.
I appreciate them all.
New York I am sorry.
I am, i hope love is still there.
I am now in Denver
COLORADO!
What a crowd.
What people.
How kind
How true.
I appreciated their quiteness,
their applause,
their thoughtfullness.
To it i love.
Thank you.
David Gray is phenomenal, what a man.
what a voice, what a true person.
Love is still laughter,
and i am still getting older.
phenom.

j.

New Yourk what? without the "you"

You..
hmm...
funny how that always floats to the top.
I am very tempermental.
Maybe i should leave it at that.
But....
i probably won't.
Nope. I won't.
We are in Boston, very excited to play tonight.
New York was hard,
hard for me.
to relate/express/feel/etc.
But tonight will be different.
Tonight i will try and ummmm....dazzle?
i don't know, i will try and do something.
I am very excited.
I will play with my heart out.
My soul out, my love out.
Here we go.
loving is lying isn't the worst?
j.

Could it be kinder, or, there is water in the well to be had!

VELOUR on November 30th.
was incredible, i am so sorry that there were people that were waiting out in the rainy rainy
weather. The show went so well, and we were thrilled to have such a wonderful group of people to
play for.

The trip.
the trip to canada, toronto was a long trip.
We made it safe, but sound.
We tried to save money by taking public transportation to the show
at MASSEY HALL...
well...it was sort of a nightmare to say the least.
It took 2 hours to get to a place that should've taken only
15 min.
But we made it.
I had no idea how amazing Canada could be.
the people were so receptive, David and his crew were so amazingly nice.
We could not have paid for a better group of people
to share our feelings/music/adventures with.
loved it.

j.

Time, Happy Birthday

Another year has passed.
Its up, now its gone
A treasureful time,
Whether cut up or long.
So shake your hellos
and cry your goodbyes
this year will be different
we'll have love on our side.
A birthdays a birthday
no matter color or shape
the days will not stop
will not vanish or fade.
So take time for to relish
the one you have near
Because the day it is coming
that you'll be running in fear.
Not from robbers or rapists
or killers in the night.
It is "TIME" that you hide from
don't be foolish, i'm right.
So happy birthday dear loved one
Your day is still new.
Keep your candle light burning.
And forget that its cruel.

long hair, don't care. or. the belly isn't as convincing

I am tremulous.
tremulous.
I leave soon...again for the road.
I leave soon.
AGAIN!
excited?
why yes..yes i am.
I leave with Mr.David Gray.
and i must admit that he is incredibly moving.
EMOTIONALLY.
of course.
Canada, first off.
Next week. and i am so excited.
Fields & Floods is available now through Itunes,
exciting....very much so.
More blogging is to come.
I had to reinvent myself again.
j.

What a lovely journey, or, we could walk until the sun comes up

What a great tour it has been.
It is slowly ending, we played our second to last show tonight in Chicago. We had many friends come out and share with us.
We played:

-Daniel
-Commodore
-Lord, Devil, & Him
-New Love Song
-Dangerous
-Crash This Train
-Ribbon Bows

It was great. We have had so much fun.
We have one more show in Lincoln, NE on the 25th,
and then
HOME
HOME
HOME.
i am excited to see home,
to be home,
to feel home.

I will write,
and love,
and record.

We will be working on the new record soon.

Love is wonderful

Another Day In The Belly of the Bees, or, Beauty is as beauty does.

We have had so many great wonderful times,
days.and.days.
days in the belly of the bees.
in the wild.
in the wilderness.
Two nights ago we decided to drive to Virginia Beach to enjoy the beauty of the country.
We arrived at the campground (First Landing) around 2pm.
we had purchased a bag of hotdogs, marshmallows, chocolate bars, and graham crackers in the earlier hours.
We got there (to our assigned camping space, i believe it was G1) and decided to divide the duties.
Fletch and I were nominated to go out to the forest to search for firewood.
while the others (Court and Branden) set up the tent.
We (Fletch and I) were triumphant in the search and returned with a very large cargo of firewood.
After camp was set up we decided to head to the beach, it was maybe a five minute walk from where we were camping.
we walked.
i walked,
they walked,
and we walked together.
we all got thorns in our feet near the beaches forefront.
It was so beautiful we almost started crying.
we sat there,
sang,
spoke,
laughed.
it was incredible.
we returned to the campsite before the sun was down.
We started the fire, though there was still daylight.
I started widdling.
widdling a small branch.
I cut myself..
three times.
blood was all over the knife, but i was determined.
The sun settled and the cold started to set in.
Beauty still regardless.
we began to cook hotdogs and get silly.
The hotdogs were delicous.
We talked more
about love,
about life,
about god,
about lots of things.
It was around nine thirty that we decided to go swimming.
We headed back to beach,
there was no sunlight left.
the stars shined bright.
We made it to the beach (without thorns this time).
It was cold, but we were determined.
we all got naked.
COMPLETELY.
it was beautiful.
we ran into the cold black water.
We were free.
We are free.
it was beautiful.
I felt at home that night.
Though i am not still.
We swam for around twenty minutes,
the cold set in when getting out.
We ran back to the campsite.
We roasted marshmallows, chocolate, and graham crackers and talked some more.
We ended the night with a movie in the tent.
It was such an amazing night, we all loved it.
We talk still.
there are some pictures, i hope the work.
love always.

A long time here, or, sorry this isn't the correct answer

We have had such a great.
time,
experience,
friendship builder.

ok,

so we are sleeping in tents (most of the time)
and
we are eating peanut butter sandwiches (most of the time)

but,

we have love
and each other.
we are traveling craftsman,
our craft is music,
and love,
devotion,
and respect
truth, and some lies.

last night we played in Knoxville Tennessee.
to four people.
but!
those four people were attentive.
and we played our guts out,
i played on my knees half the night,
and we improved for about fifteen minutes after a rendition of FM Radio.
it was quite swell...

today..

we went on the most amazing hike of my life today.
in a town they call Asheville,
located in North Carolina,
we headed up the mountain
found our souls,
and headed back down.
we slept at a catholic church last night,
and it was brisk.
almost cold, but not cold enough to call it cold,
more brisk than anything.
we slept well, and we were not interrupted by the police this time.
We slept in until ten.
amazing.
we have driven across the country and we are now
going to be performing at the GreyEagle in North Carolina with
Erin,
she is sweet.
sweet as butter.
we love her.
pictures will be posted very soon.
soon,

terribly yours.

2 Hours later. or, A poolside view of Jersey

again, again.
here we are.
the same cafe.

We have played our first "2" shows with Miss Erin Mckeown.
Amazing person she is.
kind
thoughtful
amazing.

We were heading towards New york City to play at the Gramercy with her a couple of days ago.
driving (sun up)
driving (sun started to go down)
driving (sun went down)
driving (sun still down)
driving (sun very down)
we drove until three thirty in the morning and found a small
scary
park in new jersey,
next to a shooting range, in what seemed to be an abandoned football field.
We slept well though.
i just bought a new sleeping pad, to help my back adjust to my "new" sleeping choice.
We played in New York and it was quite enjoyable.
I don't love new york.
no not me.
we drove for 2 hours looking for parking.
it smells there.
and people don't seem to be too kind (not all of them though).
after sleeping in an apartment of our good friend "matt wood"/s house.
we were off.
again.
yes yet again.
toward Philladelphia.
we arrived without problems (physical/emotional).
There was a very kind fan/friend waiting outside of the venue, and had been waiting for about three hours.
he gave me a piece of art that he had made for me, making me quite content.
john.
great show in philly.
great people.
great love.

we are running still.