Days in the belly of the Bees, or, Saving is as good as Stolen

These past couple of days have been amazing.
with a sunset,
a field,
a mountain,
the trees,
the air thats breathed.
A past, and my present.
What have i become?
Probably a statement that we all ask.
I know i have, and will
forever.
I feel more alive than i have
in a long time,
a car,
smog,
a truck,
a clock,
tick tick tick.
over and over.

I felt that so many times,
not now.
Hopefully not again,
for awhile atleast.

sing songs.
read books.
learn love.